Wanna know me?

Hmm...now that you know about my family its time to tell about myself. I get stuck the moment I start telling about myself. I never had any problem answering the famous question asked in interviews "Tell me about yourself"...but that was not a problem because I had to concentrate on my educational background rather than my character, likes and dislikes. And here I dont wanna talk about my education and employment history and thats why am stuck. Anyways lemme give it a try...here I go!!

Hmm...I'm very very very sensitive by nature. I get hurt easily and its very easy to make me cry...you just raise your voice level or turn away ur face or give me a glare and tears will start rolling from my eyes...simply because am not used to that. One harsh word can spoil my mood for days and months together!! I know I should not be like this and am trying to change myself.
One more aspect of the word 'SENSITIVE'...am sensitive to joys as well...sounds funny and like an incorrect usage of word right? but yes...dunno how else to put it. I told its very easy to make me cry and its equally easy to make me laugh, too. My mom says am either very very happy or very very sad...never neutral...never in control of my emotions...true...but why should I control my emotions? I laugh and jump with joy...and cry when am sad and hurt. This leaves me peaceful. I dont hide my emotions and keep worrying. I spend the moment as its supposed to be spent.

I'm the most laziest person in the world!! But when it comes to things that ought to be done or completed I put in all my efforts. I keep aside my laziness and work for it. And one more case where my laziness takes rest is when I do things which I like.I'm a perfect leo, if things can wait then let them wait!! why bother abt them now??

I'm a reserved person - this is what people say when they meet me for the first time. I take a very long time to make friends. I need that time to understand the person, feel comfortable with them and get the confidence that they will never hurt me or that I can understand and not mind even if they hurt me sometime. So once I cross this line and become friend its very difficult for them to keep me quiet!! I'm very very talkative - only with people who are close to me. I talk less with everyone else. And am naughty, too with my close ones. I love to play pranks and fool people :-)

Lemme put all that in a few sentences...am both reserved and talkative, hard working and lazy, smart and idiotic, dependable and dependent. My family is my most precious gift...its my first priority always. I'm a good friend and value friendship a lot...will go out of my way and do everything if that can cheer up my friend. I dont have control over my emotions. I'm very very stubborn at times. But it is very easy to convince me if you are one in my list of "special people".I never get angry but if you manage to make me angry, then...God save you!! I always end up doing things which I want to do but worry about what others will think...so shld practice any one thing...shld listen to others or shld not worry about other's comments. I know all my weaknesses but my problem is am not able to change myself.

There are still lot more things to say but lemme stop with this. This much is enough now and get to know more about me as you go through my other posts :-)

Meet my family...

Hey, you haven’t met my family yet, have you? What are you waiting for…just get on board and meet them. As my profile says I have a very sweet family…we are four of us…my dad, mom, sis and myself.

Meet my dad first…have you watched the ad in which all cute kids say “My daddy strongest!” ? Well, I always tell to myself at the end of that ad “My daddy best(est)!”. Yup he is the perfect dad – he is my father, friend, teacher, playmate, guide and conscience. He is too good at heart and always wants to help people. Me and my sis always get into arguments with my dad on this topic. We want him to help only those people who are in need and those who understand its worth. But daddy wants to keep helping others as long as he can even if they don’t value it. He is just too good. He has taught me what is good and what is not. He keeps telling me “Do your duty and leave the rest to God”. And he is fond of giving surprises…be it movie tickets for my favorite film or something which I wanted to buy very badly…oh there are so many more things and am just getting confused what to write and what not to write. He is the source of my strength and the one I always look up to with loving trust and pride.

Here comes my mom…loving, caring, warm, gentle, strong and so many more things…I have never ever seen my mom getting angry and raising her voice whatsoever. She is always soft-spoken and has never used harsh words. She keeps telling me and my sis that we should stick to good words even while angry at others. She is the most sweetest mom in the world. Lemme tell something here…I developed the habit of reading books only last year and I have read around seven or eight personality development books…all the books say what my mom says and preach to be as my mom is…I was able to identify each and every line in those books with my mom and that’s when I realized there is no better personality development book than my mom. I swear…you can just watch my mom for a couple of days and learn a lot of what those books try to explain in pages and pages. If only I could be half as patient and gentle as my mom I will be fortunate!!

And here is a most interesting person…my sis!! I must say am blessed to have such a sweet sis…and am not exaggerating. She is God’s wonderful gift to me. She is the only person who can control me! Yes, I listen only to her. I can always get away with daddy and amma with a bit of cheesy dialogues and cajoling…but no success with my sis. She knows what is good for me and also how to make me do it :-) And there are times when I myself dunno what is wrong with me. But my sis can always find out what is wrong with me even when I don’t know it myself. She is very disciplined and pefect. I being the most laziest person always end up arguing with her. But then those arguments are the ones which bring us closer!! I miss her arguments as much as I miss her when she’s not with me!! And I must tell this…she is very intelligent, talented and strong willed. I didn’t choose her for a sister…but if I could have then I surely would have!!

So this is my sweet little family. I can confidently say I’m the luckiest person in the world as God chose me to give such a sweet family. My family is really a blessing!!

Oops!

My resolution gone for a toss the very first month of the year :-( I had decided that I will update my blog frequently this year and that’s the only post in my blog for these first two months. Why didn’t I update my blog??? I ran out of topics…oh no that’s not true…actually I had too many topics in mind and couldn’t choose one among them to start with. Now lemme not think too much about topics and start blogging regularly…and this time I bet I will keep up my word :-)